Monday, 12 March 2012

You make me smile-Multifandom

Just wanna share a song that make me smile all day long.. Nice and sweet song ,meaningful really I can feel something by listening to this song. Let’s Enjoy..



You make me smile-Multifandom

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler than the flip side
Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where
You send me, lets me know that it's okay
Yeah, it's okay
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone,
Somehow you come along just like
A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain, and just like that

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh, you make me smile

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

Married or not you should read this...

“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. 


I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up

P/S : Love Hardly to find but when u have it cherish it like today is your last day.


Saturday, 3 March 2012

What am i doing {no idea} (-_-)v

My first entry for this month..nak cakap pasal apa yer..sebenarnya tak ada mood so I think I share something jer lah k.. Something that i do for pass few days

1st i just find out this song "Tentang Hati- Astrid" and currently its my background song hehehe.. 1st time dengar mcm biasa 2nd time jatuh cinta kot hehehehe..so u guys Enjoy..



2nd I also manage to watch this movie call THE VOW 2012.. Verry1 nice movie to watch..Really come and enjoy the trailer ya..Nice movie actually becoz it's about 2nd change love.. This is Seriously very,very,very nice movie for me after "P.S I Love You"


And finally This is what I read pass few days “Why Man Love B*tches”.. The book is WOW.. Girl You Have To Get This Book.. like one of fren said “Dun Let your man to read this..Bocor Rahsia wanita” Hahaha it’s true. Get this and read it, tell u all story u should know such like.. 
  • Why are men so romantic in the beginning and why do they change?
  • Why do men take nice girls for granted?
  • Why does a man respect a woman when she stands up for herself?
So have another one call “Why Man Marry B*tches” going to get it soon.





Monday, 27 February 2012

Bila jari mula berbicara..

Pada setiap permulaan hari baru,pasti ada yang kita masih ingat tentang hari semalam…
“Perbezaannya apa yang kita ingat itu adalah yang pahit ataupun yang manis.”

Apa yang pasti apa yang kita ingat itu mestilah yang PENTING dalam hidup kita..

Kata orang “walau apa sekalipun hidup mesti kita teruskan”bagi sesetengah orang untuk teruskan hidup bukan senang,berapa ramai orang menamatkan riwayat hanya kerana tak sanggup untuk hadapi hidup.
“Bagi sesetengah orang pula untuk teruskan hidup mestia ada matlamat..”

Manusia memang tak akan pernah puas denagn apa yang dimiliki dan juga jarang nak hargai dengan apa yang telah dimiliki..

 Seorang manusia normal pasti akan melakukan kesilapan malah pasti ada yang tak pernah mengucapkan kata MAAF..

Kadang kala kita tak pernah menghargai apa yang kita miliki sekarang sehingga bila kita tahu apa yang kita miliki akan atau sudah pergi baru kita nak rasa menyesal..Itulah lumrah kehidupan kita sebagai manusia biasa..

Pada saat itu kita akan rasa kita perlu kenal dan perlu tahu apa yang masih kita tak tahu.Jangan risau,jangan gusar manusia normal memang bergitu sifatnya..
Termasuk pemilik jari yang mengarang…

Bila sedar masa tinggal sedetik cuma baru rasa nak bersama dengan semua..Baru rasa nak berbaik dengan semua..baru rasa nak memaaf dan memohon maaf dengan semua..Manusia normal memang bergitu kan..

Bukan sekali bukan dua klai malah banyak kali hati insan lain disakiti namun tak pernah terlintas untuk ucapkan maaf. Bila sedar mungkin masa dah tak panjang baru terasa nak betulkan semua yang salah. Itulah manusia normal,kesedaran Cuma bila kesuntukan masa..

Manusia tak normal akan cuba untuk berbuat baik sebanyak mungkin sebab dia sentiasa sedar masa hanya waktu,bila masa berlalu taka da lagi waktu dan peluang untuk kembali pada masa yang lepas..kecuali andai kita diberi peluang kedua..andai kita diberi itu oleh Allah maka haruslah kita menghargainya..

Pada satu ketika pernah jua pemilik jari ini tak bertegur sapa dan memang selalu menyangkal kesalahan sendiri,,
Sebab rasa masa masih panjang terfikir mungkin boleh dibetulkan pada lain masa..kerana ego dan tak mahu mengaku salah sendiri,menangis air mata darah pun ia tak akan kembali..Namun siapa yang sangka perkara akan berlaku begitu,Dan sekarang diri aku sendiri boleh dikira masa yang masih tersisa,insyaallah akan aku gunakan sebaik mungkin.Cuma andai diberi aku peluang kedua aku hanya mahu bersama dan memperbaiki apa yang salah bersama dia.

Sebaik mana pun kita pasti ada satu kesalahan yang kita lakukan,mungkin bukan dari pandangan kita tapi pandangan orang sekeliling kita.
Tak salah andai kita ambil masa duduk bersama kawan2 beratnya apa yang mungkin kita boleh perbetulkan yang pada pandangan mereka adalah tidak baik dan mungkin pernah melukakan mereka tampa kita sedar..Apa yang perlu kita lakukan cuma kita kurangkan EGO dan rasa kita DAH OK…Cermin terbaik kita adalah orang sekeliling kita..

“Kebahagian Bukanlah Terletak Kepada Apa Yang kita Mahu,Tetapi Apa Yang kita Miliki..Sesungguhnya Allah dah aturkan segala-galanya untuk kita,Sebab dia saja yang tahu apa yang bakal terjadi dan apa yang terbaik untuk kita”


"Saya nak minta maaf yer sebelum terlambat ni..So pada sesiapa yang kenal saya dan saya ada buat salah tolong maafkan saya..Love u all MUahhhxxx..."



“You who show wisdom through your sorrows…Your words shall be remembered as you have lived a life full of spirit and vigour and shared your friendship to inspire others. A friend who shall never be forgotten. Have fear, put your trust in the creator as from him and because of him. Did we flourish and blossom like a flower. And so shall we fade when the time comes. May he bless you with his mercy and compassions and give you strength and wisdom to cope through this most difficult or deal..
InsyaAllah”


Sunday, 26 February 2012

Salam Maaf ya semua..

السلامعليكم....

Hari ni saya nak cakap sikit jer..Pada sisa2 terakhir hidup kita pernah tak kita terfiir apa sebenarnya yang ada dalam diri kita yang tak sepatutnya ada..

*wahhh..panjang kan..tarik nafas dulu*

Ok saya amat2 ingin memohon maaf andai ada antara penulisan saya disini tidak sepatutnya ada..cth:

*perkataan yg tak sepatutnya*
*penggunaan ayat yg tak sepatutnya*
*gambar2 yg tak sepatutnya*

Namun sekali lagi saya mohon maaf kerana SAYA TIDAK AKAN SEKALI-KALI 
PADAM ENTRY SAYA YG DAH SAYA KELUARKAN ITU *hehehe sorry ye..*[kecuali ada antara orang2 persendirian yang terasa dan meminta dengan cara yang baik, ingat DENGAN CARA YANG BAIK] akan saya pertimbangkan.

Mungkin semua pelik kenapa saya berubah cara penggunaan ganti diri dari AKU kepada SAYA..*tak pelik eh..saya memang agak perasan yer*

Sebenarnya inilah Saya dan kebetulan ketika saya sedang membuat Blog saya nie saya dihantui gangguan yg dinyatakan dalam entry sebelum ini..*hehehehe sy bukan la seperti itu sebenarnya*

Dan mcm saya pernah cakap DOA adalah racun terbaik kalau ada virus2 pengancam dalam kehidupan seharian kita.. Ternyata ia amat2 mendengar..Alhamdulillah..

Kini saya dah happy semula dan insyaallah keadaan akan balik seperti biasa..hehehee...*dia dah cerita segala-galanya,dan setakat ini itu yang paling iklas dan jujur*

Ok setakat hari ini dan waktu ini..


HAPPY

SAD
Feelings Is The Most Greatest Gift From Allah


Just remember..Allah jadikan sesuatu dengan sebab,Dan hanya dia yang tahu apa yang TERBAIK untuk kita..Amin..


Saturday, 25 February 2012

That Woman Who Love You



Singer: Baek Ji Yong
THAT WOMAN (OST SECRET GARDEN)

Han yeojaga geudaereul saranghamnida
Geu yeojaneun yeolshimhi saranghamnida
Maeil geurimjacheoreom geudaereul ttaradanimyeo
Geu yeojaneun useumyeo ulgoisseoyo

Eolmana eolmana deo neoreul
Ireohke baraman bomyeo honja
I baramgateun sarang i geojigateun sarang
Gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni OH

Jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman
Hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun
Neol saranghaneun nal jigeumdo yeope isseo
Geu yeojan umnida

Geu yeojaneun seonggyeogi soshimhamnida
Geuraeseo unneun beobeul baeweotdamnida
Chinhan chinguegedo mothaneun yaegiga manheun
Geu yeojaeui maeumeun nunmultuseongi

Geuraeseo geu yeojaneun geudael
Neol sarang haetdeyo ttokgataseo
Tto hanagateun babo tto hanagateun babo
Hanbeon nareul anajugo gamyeon andweyo OH

Nan sarangbadgo shipeo geudaeyeo
Maeil sogeuroman gaseum sogeuroman
Sorireul jireumyeo geu yeojaneun oneuldo
Geu yeope itdeyo OH

Geu yeojaga naraneun geol anayo
Almyeonseodo ireoneun geon anijyo
Moreulkkeoya geudaen babonikka~

Eolmana eolmana deo neoreul
Ireohke baraman bomyeo honja
I babogateun sarang i geojigateun sarang
Gyesokhaeya niga nareul sarang hagenni OH

Jogeumman gakkai wa jogeumman
Hanbal dagagamyeon du bal domangganeun
Neol saranghaneun nal jigeumdo yeope isseo
Geu yeojan umnida


I love this song because it shows my feelings towards someone. :)


Friday, 24 February 2012

Kenapa Nak jadi Virus..?Best Ker..?

Assalamualaikum…
Aku tak kisah pun sebenarnya nak ikutkan..[sebelum lagi panjang hari ni mmg Bad mood,so bahasa sangat2 sorry kalau ada salah or terasa]

So,sambung..sebenarnya aku betul la tak kisah tapi kalau ko rasa apa ko buat sekarang..bayangkan bila orang buat kat ko APA KO RASA..????!!!! aku tak kisah ko nak cakap aku ni

MENGADA..
GEDIK..
OVER..

Ko ingat satu benda ni..Kalau ko ada masaalah ko sendiri tak payah ko nak datang kat BF orang mengadu..
 “I” RASA “I” SALAH PILIH ORANG LA..
TAK SEPATUTNYA \”I” TOLAK “U” DULU..
Hahahah…APA TU???…ko boleh terima kalau orang buat kat BF ko macam tu ..

 BOLEH..???BOLEH TAK..!!???AKU TANYA KO….??? [DAMN..] memang tak akan boleh..

“..AKU AKAN PASTIKAN KO BAYAR BALIK AIR MATA AKU..TUHAN MAHA ADIL ingat tu..”
Astafirullah Alazim..!!! sila abaikan..

Memang korang kawan..tapi kalau ko ada niat lain memang aku tak tau[aku tau sejarah korang]..jangan ingat aku diam aku takut,aku diam sebab aku tak nak gaduh lagi ngan dia KERANA=> POMPUAN bodon POMPUAN gila POMPUAN sengal MACAM….*she know her self*yg kawan2 aku jangan terasa lak…hahaha
SubahanAllah..!!!

Aku bukan aku lagi sekarang[apa erk ishk marah tol nie]..!!
Aku boleh buat tak tau..buat tak kisah tapi hati aku..hati aku sakit kalau aku simpan selumbar lama2 jadi nanah tau tak..

Bukan senang nak deny perasaan sendiri. Bukan senang nak fight dengan perasaan sendiri, tambah tambah bila Shaitan datang hasut, lagi teruk jadinya diri aku nie..Tambah pulak sigila tu still tak faham bahasa muka tak malu + mungkin BF aku still coll and layan macam POMPUAN TU CAKAP but HE DENY..so who should I TRUST!!!

SubahanAllah..!!! Astafirullah Alazim..!!! ok sabra-sabar..

It’s ok ko buat lah aku akan sentiasa mendokan kesejahteraan orang yang sakitkan hati aku.. buat hal ngan aku.. semoga Allah merahmati ko dan keluarga ko serta keturunan ko Insyaallah..

Ok lah till now then.. hati aku masih sakit tapi tak apa.. time will heel that..untuk pengetahuan ko aku ngan dia ok because ko cuma virus kecil insyaallah DOA aku racun paling mujarab bagi membunuh VIRUS MACAM KO..Salam..


A real relationship has Fight,Trust,Faith,Pain,Arguments,Patience,Secrets,
Jealousy and LOVE...
rasa nak wat cam ni lah geram sangat-sangat


 
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